Well I really didnt want to talk abut my self to other and in hopping not to alarm anyone here but I need to post this just in case of a worst case scenario had happen so here I go.
Well I lived in NYC before I met Keith and soon after that I moved in with him all the way to Utah and after his passing his folk was sending me gifts in a form of cash and for that the people I moved in wanted me to place my cash into a saving acount well see Im living on SSI (Supplemental Security Income) cuase of my mental disability and the stage saw my income amount and SSI flag it and now today I have to go a see them and wanted to know if I sould keep getting SSI or not and this is not NYC but Utah and if they think I should not keep getting my disability check well then Im at a lost and I may become homeless and if that happen Ill have to dump all my stuff even if I sold all my stuff Ill still be out of luck. I dont know maybe Im just abit scare seeing I never gone to the city with out help and family and I may blew it. Thats why Im so behind in many artwork cause this is in my head all this time and cant focus on my drawings.
Well thats all I can say for now. And I know many would say I should do like commissions but I cant keep doing that every month and plus I cant have Paypal or any other income if I had to stay on SSI. All well Ill fine out after this meeting today if this day will make or brake me.